Always Pink

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Sat, 03 Dec 2011 22:22:37 -0700

Photo Courtesy: rainbowcookiemonster

I hurt

Sat, 12 Nov 2011 22:16:00 -0700

i hurt so much…I can’t even think straight. Its unbearable, I need help, I need to feel better. Please God hear my prayers, why are you so silent.

cant stop...

Wed, 28 Sep 2011 19:33:47 -0700

…thinking about him. Its turned into a illness now. I have nothing todo now, just in bed all day resting and my mind finds my way back to thinking about him.

Im suck a sucker for love songs

Sun, 25 Sep 2011 16:53:35 -0700

I’ve been looking under rocks and breaking licks
Just tryna find ya
I’ve been like a manic insomniac
5 steps behind you
Tell them other girls, they can hit the exit
Check please…
Cause I finally found the girl of… my dreams
Much more than a Grammy award
That’s how much you mean to me

You could be my it girl
Baby you’re the shhh girl
Lovin’ you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl
This it girl
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You’re my biggest hit girl

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jason_derulo/#share

counting down the minutes

Sun, 25 Sep 2011 16:11:48 -0700

its pretty sad when you get to a point where you are counting downn the minutes until you get pain medication.

Photo

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 01:21:09 -0700

Photo

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 00:54:11 -0700

What will I do

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 00:40:43 -0700

If I have to have surgery ….does that mean I have to drop out of this semester? How painful will the surgery be? I might like a semester off, however I will miss out on alot of things here at biola and it will put me behind in my graduation date. ugh i really do not know what to do. Or how to feel. All I can do is wait for that doctors appt tomorrow and see what he says

I have come to realize

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 00:36:59 -0700

…that i become super hungry when I hurt. I wonder why? DO I use up more calories and my body needs it or is it just me being weird. IDK but I’m not sure I like the feeling of hurting and being hungry. its annoying. I’m craving food right now, and i ate all my trail mix lol. it makes me laugh that I pigged out on healthy food ahah which isn’t so healthy when you eat to much of it.

Idk how I will burn calories now, no working out…..hip hurts way to much. Idk how to balance this hunger and pain peacefully together. Pain just makes me hungry

Learn how to drive ppl

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 00:32:51 -0700

Some people just can’t drive…I mean if you come from another country that drives on the opposite side of the road than americans plz plz learn our rules ! I mean the other day, ” some people” were driving in the right hand lane coming straight at me. and didn’t even seem concerned that they almost crashed into me head on. really ppl please learn how to drive!

frozen Yogurt with Laurel :) Happy Happy Happyness !

Mon, 19 Sep 2011 19:43:25 -0700

frozen Yogurt with Laurel :) Happy Happy Happyness !

too much physical pain today… just trying to get through...

Mon, 19 Sep 2011 14:40:27 -0700

too much physical pain today… just trying to get through today

Just one of those nights

Sun, 18 Sep 2011 01:19:31 -0700

I’m just so home sick! I miss my parents a lot. U never realize what u got until your far away from it

NATIONBALL 2011 HOPE WINS

Fri, 16 Sep 2011 02:21:08 -0700

NATIONBALL 2011 HOPE WINS

Photo

Thu, 15 Sep 2011 19:25:55 -0700

My God is here

Thu, 15 Sep 2011 16:15:59 -0700

God is here….in every moment of our lives He is there watching over us. In the silence he is there, He heals our cries and knows are pain. He never leaves us , nor plans too. My God wants a relationship with me. He is willing to wait for me, He is willing to wait until I’m ready to lay down everything at His feet. My God Cares! Does your God care? Or is it a one way street?

Whatever you worship is your God, beer, drugs, weed …..is that your god? and how is that going. Always feeling empty in side after, like your missing something and you cant figure out why you aren’t happy?

My God loves me, I feel his love every day. And even in my darkest times, He is there to support me even if i don’t know it. He works on his own time, but always having perfect timing. He never gives us more than we can handle in our lives. He knows us better than we know our selves. My God knows every thought that I have had and will have. He knows when I cry and when I will cry out for him. He is all knowing.

My god

Wed, 14 Sep 2011 21:55:22 -0700

When everything is out of control and crazy , our god is in control and he would never give us more then we could handle. My god is a might god !

NEED SLEEP NOW

Wed, 14 Sep 2011 20:07:27 -0700

NEED SLEEP NOW

being sick....

Tue, 13 Sep 2011 21:27:57 -0700

sucks ugh , I cant find the will power to do anything to day. I hate the idea of feeling weak and not being able to do anything all day. It was basically a waste of a day for me. And tomorrow I just cant wait until 2:45 to take another nap.

CC’s Birthday

Tue, 13 Sep 2011 16:27:43 -0700

CC’s Birthday